Negative motivation?

What happens if you enter a negative motivation zone?
Do you go belly-up, flip over and disappear up your own fundament?
I only ask as now the webhost company will cut off our ES-Support website without a cash infusion, its a little under a tenner a month, a form of vanity publishing if no-one but myself pays for it.

So away it goes I decide and I more completely retire.

And then...

A phone call from a Suzy needing explanation, reassurance, help and so on as usual. No-one else can she find and a friend concerned for her health found me on the good old 'interweb'.
So we continue..

Another call from a very sophisticated e-sensitive, a media savvy lady working in the field. She says I should charge fifty quid an hour for personal counselling with my training and experience. Chance would be a fine thing as they say. That would cover the website for a while. And I give it away.., well so many are poor and needy..., heart ruling head?

So I stir myself to have a looksee at the old beast, www. electrosensitivity-support and hey vanity it is! It comes over pretty well, especially Cindy Sage discussing the scientific 'Bioinitiative Report' on a video link. Most upcheering.

So we stagger on into the future, love to all, is anyone there? Hello..

Oh and by the way an excellent new book the lady informs me is titled 'Radiation Rescue' by Dr Kerry Crofton, an expert Canadian, must get it, oh dear £14.99.